.::Sunset Way::.

2005-11-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

i have moved. haha.

http://amethystically.blog34.fc2.com/

re link, and thx.

2005-11-14T20:21:00.000+08:00

i'm still feeling pretty down lately, it's crazy i know, i seriously dunno what's wrong with me. or maybe i know what's wrong with me but just dun wan to admit it.

all i know that is feeling lousy makes you lose enthusiam in stuff you used to like to do, like playing pingpong and blogging.

instead, i release my energy in the place where i usually am quite dead: CHURCH. i'm so hyper down there now and i have no idea why but i'm so frustrated now so pls dun aggravate me further, yeas?

so seriously, i believe i wont blog anymore. so if mold festers on this webpage, my sincere apologies.

if anyone would care to come here at all, that is.

2005-11-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

cant wait to go taiwan.

reading yaoi manga by the truckload.

wants, with a ravenous hunger, next yr's textbooks to read so tt my grey matter wont turn into rotting grey matter from staying at home without anything to do.

have suddenly lost my unending enthusiam for blogging.

2005-11-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

went to sans rental bookstore to rent more books. have been doing that for the past few weeks. XD. borrowed the entire 'mediator' series by meg cabot, 'small gods' and 'the last continent' by terry pratchett, and was also crazy enough to borrow this chinese novel. was damn expensive, so far have paid abt 100 bucks and got only 28 dollars back when i returned them. bah.

meg cabot is so gd.. i think i've just fallen in love with her 'mediator' series.. haha.. esp the 5th book, when paul slater appears. if only suze was an うけ-ish guy, then evrything will be perfect. XD. i still dunno how to pronounce the name 'jesse'. is it like, jessie, or jess or sumthin else altogether? *scratches head*

terry pratchett is an adult author. so i need abit more brain power to understand the stuff he is writing. crazy person thou, he is. his books have the craziest jokes i ever seen.

heck the chinese novel. i'll most probably take like, 2 mths to finish it, if i ever finish it at all.

2005-11-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

hahas.

2005-11-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

went running yesterday. training today. came home with legs like jelly, could hardly walk anymore haha. tml still got training at peichun, then afternoon got training at chongfu. hwa. i need a break.

i love the grade8 pieces. i seen to like almost all the A and C pieces, but the B pieces are so boring haha. but i cant play some of them. bleddy octaves.

still very grumpy.

2005-11-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

was damn sick yesterday. had a wonderful headache. felt like my head will split into 3 pieces. in the middle of training alr quite dizzy, so i stopped training. but after tt was crashing into things.

now ok liaoz XD.

haiz, tml need to hand in the streaming form again. so mah fan lor.. the thing got so many problems one.

shi got a really cute blog!! but i want a blog tt i can put any layout i want, so ^^.

2005-10-29T11:22:00.000+08:00

walau. tried to send in my subject combi choices this morning, but they told me i'm not eligible for choice C5 - the stream tt only higher chinese students can take. helloo? i taking higher chinese next yr, and i wanna choose tt stream for my 3rd choice. so i sent in an e-mail asking for help instead.

i was thinking yesterday how awesome 2 wisdom was this yr, and how sad i'll be when the class breaks up.. haha.. imagine, next yr we cant play or fool around so much anymore. plus, no more art, no more home econs, no more interesting subjects. aaargh. i will miss flo, shi, val, naiy and the rest of sec2W.

11:47pm at night

yea i got my choices in: c3, c4, c2.

i chose my subjects bcos i wanted to! LOOK! i chose these streams bcos i wanted them, not bcos of something else!! haha. sorry i'm going abit wierd, i haven properly recover from my bout of moodiness.

bah, ate so much pizza from pizza hut just now. i was a bleddy 45kg when i weighed myself just now. tt made me even sadder. hehe. i think i'll go play piano again. relieve stress. piano is the best stress buster beside hard yaoi fics or manga XDXDXD.

2005-10-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

last day of school!! XD

drama festival also. hah! i think our drama, which was originally a tragedy, become a comedy, because we flubbed our lines so often. i was acting in the play, by the way. i played some leukemia stricken person called leia. tt jiaxing, forgot abt half the lines when it came to the stargazing scene. in the end, we just left the stage halfway without finishing what we were supposed to say. then chun, she was supposed to say:"hello camelia!(jiaxing's screen name) i'm chun the counsellor." but i think she was abit lost, so instead she said: hello jiaxing." the audience was roaring in laughter at us.

budden i mixed up my lines too. i was supposed to say :" she has let her passion override her judgement.." but i was so nervous that i blabbed out:" she has let her, er, judgement override her judgement." once it came out of my mouth i was like ooohh shhiiiit... but hehe, too late. then instead of saying : i'm dying, camelia." i said :" i'm dying, leia(my own screen name)."

nonsense. but it was an effort, so i'm still real proud of sec2W XDXDXD.

went to the parents meet today with mum. got report book.. (dun ask me how i did because i'm not telling.)
anyways have already decided on subject combi next yr; 1st choice: C3, 2nd choice: C4, 3rd choice: C5. hahas. they tell me i can take higher chinese next yr. i'm really happy abt tt.

i watched kita e - diamond dust drops ep2 yesterday. didnt even bother to watch ep1. found it so, so, sappy. i mean, i wouldnt have found it sappy if it was yaoi, but the female counterparts of the couples are typical anime bishoujos - damn damn irritating. plus their seiyuus cant voice act.

i wonder who's the one choosing these animes.

2005-10-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

went to jurong bird park today!! not lame laahs. school wanted us to go there.

actually quite fun lor. naiy very funny.. say dunno what want to take the penguin home and put in her fish tank. then got the talking birds (parrots). yelled at them till i was hoarse, but hardly got any reply in return. the flamingos look spastic standing on one leg like that. then got the birds of prey show, was really cool. i mean, i have alr watched it like so many times, but still find interesting. XD. jasmine is really hopeless sometimes. then went to the restaurant with naiy, qian, ninh, french, clovie, matilda, germs, and denise. nearly fainted after seeing the prices on the menu. in the end shared a kids meal(they were the cheapest after all) with ninh. naiy, qian, french, and clovie all ate the kinchi ramen. haha. what's kimchi? they all seem so crazy over it but i dunno what it is. in the end, the bill still added up to $77.00. really shocked because we calculated tt it will be only $60++. WALAU. GST and servicetax alr $10++. denise and germs were really funny.. haha.. made a scene in the restaurant.

then we did the most spastic of all spastic things - we went to the playground, ran abt and slided down the slides like we were little kids again. must have been really comical seeing sec school girls running about in pinafore. but i admit tt i did enjoy myself. XD. it's really nice to be able to let go and act kiddy for awhile..

yappari i was the extra one.

i'm still crapping. the post before this was all crap also. i crap when i'm in a bad mood, so obviously i'm still feeling bleddy lousy. there's really something wrong with me.

2005-10-26T14:51:00.000+08:00

INTER JAP CLASSES OVER!!!!

yesterday was my inter4 final test. first was oral. messed up one out of the five questions:

maeda sensei : when will his wife and child go to america?
i : kodomo-san no... no.. *stammers**bangs head against the wall**pause*(maeda sensei looks startled)
i : ahem, gakkou ga yasumi ni natte kara, iku tsumori desu. (cursing inside my head.)

minused 1 mark for my stupidity.

listening wasnt very encouraging either. missed two questions in the section b because i wasnt concentrating properly. luckily the written paper itself wasnt difficult, or else i would have been ready to go home depressed.

signed up for the pre advanced course today. they told me all classes were full, so i got put on the waiting list for the thursday class. on the 6th waiting list somemore. i wonder how long i need to wait to start class. 2 mths? aaargh. am i supposed to go through 2 japless months?

haha 4 mths of hard grammer is over. should have been damn happy or celebrating, but bad mood these days. dunno what's wrong with me sometimes.

haha ohya. val gave me a mika nakashima cd as a belated birthday present!! THANX VAL!! luffyoo lots. XDXDXD

2005-10-21T19:52:00.000+08:00

peacemaker kurogane ended on wednesday. i nv heard of the next anime before.

the next anime, 'shinkon gattai godannar' is one complete joke. i realised tt about 2 minutes into the show. first, there are no famous seiyuus except for minagawa junko, and she went and voiced a whiny guy.*grimaces* the female main character is loud, irritating, and has boobs and buttcheeks bigger than her face. (in fact, all the female characters do. even the robots tt they pilot also do. oh my goodness.)
15 minutes later i also realised tt the male characters were irritating too. tt was the last straw. (comeon, i live for bishounens in anime!) so i turned it off.

i'm missing peacemaker already.. there were girls in the anime alright, but all of them were really sweet, so i didnt mind them at all. but godannar..

heard the next anime will be 'kita e - diamond dust drops'. look, another anime i nv heard of before. went to check it up, they tell me it's a romance anime. a romance anime? then below the review they said :"if you liked diamond dust drops, you would like "boys be" and kimi ga nozonda eien". come on!! "boys be" is this sappy, boring anime that i refused to watch after the 2 episode. "kimi ga nozonda eien" is the anime tt tells of 2 girls bitching over an indecisive guy who cant make up his mind. do i look like the type tt watches this type of anime?

give me a break man.

2005-10-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

didnt get to go on the com, but it was my birthday 2 days ago, on tues.

haha. flo gave me a biiig biiig packet of sweets! she somemore take alot of the type i like, haha lov her lots. then shi gave me this fan with an (almost) life size picture of aiba on it!!! i think she had a crystal ball or something. she bought it for me abt 3 weeks ago, but i only announced tt i had fallen in love with aiba like, 3 days before my birthday? haha! gosh, thanx so much also to the ppl who wished me happy birthday..

haha.

i think i'm obsessed with my grade8 pieces. i listen to them day and night. cant get enough of them. i love C.PE.BACH and HANDEL's pieces. W.A.MOZART's piece is too boring and BEETHOVEN's is too happy-go-lucky.
the problem is, i cant play more than half the pieces i like, wth. my hands cant barely manage one octave.

hmz.

2005-10-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

just finished the entire 6 books of the 'alex rider' series by anthony horowitz. i was kanzen ni addicted like siao.. couldnt put down the books. read and read until abt 2 in the morning abd then reluctantly went to bed.

i love his books.

some ppl might congratulate me for finally liking something which doesnt have any yaoi in it, but no. ^^. when i think of alex rider, i visualize a perfect little uke. he, being a spy, gets caught and locked up and even tortured quite often in the books by bad guys, so i xiang wai... but the main problem is tt the bad guys are often unattractive ppl (anthony horowitz is so stereotypical. all the bad ppl he makes up are either short, fat, have hideous scars or a skin problem. there's even one whose body is supposedly held together with pins.), so i cant really get a seme for poor alex. the only other person who can fit in with him was tt yassen gregorovich, but he died in the 4th book. yeargh.

i took the next best option, i went to fanfiction.net for alex rider yaoi fanfics. and found only 1, yes 1, out of the 116 there. seme wasnt even yassen, it was tt person from point blanc and i've already forgotten his name.

where are the yaoi fangurls?

anyways, even without the yaoi factor, alex rider proves to be an interesting read XD.

2005-10-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

haha shi lent me 'ppoi!' and 3 eps of 'D no arashi'.. watched them yesterday.

'ppoi!' is this drama tt yamaP and aiba did when yamaP was 13 aiba 16. then got other JE ppl in it also but i didnt bother to remember who. i saw akanishi jin in the credits but i dun recall seeing him in it. anyway, ep 5 was suuper yaoi!!! aiba actually pinned yamaP on a bench and attempted to kiss him. but of course they didnt really kiss, or else it'll be labelled as a BL drama or something. then also got this guy (his screen name is takaoka, but who is he?) who chases yamaP around even after he discovers tt yamaP wasnt a girl. haha! enjoyed it very much.. and i kept on replaying the park scene again and again.. ehehe ^^.

you must be thankful i didnt blog right after i watched 'ppoi!' because my post will be filled with "AAAAHHH!!!" or "KYAAAAA!" and mess up the whole post. XDXDXD

so after the dose of 'ppoi!' and 'D no arashi', aiba masaki and ninomiya kazunari just became my JE no.1 and 2.. XDXDXD.

aiba, my prince.

i just watched yesterday night's peacemaker kurogane episode! haha.. tetsu is traumatized when he was cornered by yoshida toshimaro. the place was on fire, and it reminded him of the night his parents was murdered. then suzu was grabbing yoshida's leg and begging him not to kill tetsu. i dunno wad happened next but the next scene showed tetsu locking himself up in the cupboard. then susumu came along and forced opened the door. haha, 2 great pairings in one ep, suzu x tetsu and susumu x tetsu. the problem is, i've most probably read every fanfiction there is with these pairings. i dunno why, but ppl tend to pair hijikata fukuchou and souji okita. ok, maybe because it's the most obvious pairing, but i think they look all wrong together, so..

dashan likes hijikata x susumu.

hm.

2005-10-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

peacemaker ah peacemaker.

i need susumu and tetsu, so pls let wednesday 11.00pm come soon.

in the meantime shall read all the suzu x tetsu fanfics the www has to offer ^^and make an SPistols layout.

2005-10-07T15:32:00.000+08:00

peacemaker so yaoi yesterday!!

but really sad also. ayumu yamazaki dies. but before her body was found, tetsu confronts susumu. he was staring at tetsu with *this* look. then he stretches out both hands and caresses tetsu's face before strangling him. then tetsu got all mad, he grabbed hold of his shirt, threw susumu on the ground and landed on top him, i mean, lying on top of him 0.O crying abt what an ass he was to not know tt his sister cared for him... sumthing like tt.. i wasnt paying attention to tt. i was banging myself on the forehead trying to calm down.

then after tt they were mourning ayumu's death.. susumu was on the roof, trying to contain his grief. tetsu went up the roof and sat against his back. then they started crying.. susumu grabbed tetsu's hand!! and hold it for so long somemore haha.. then they fell asleep together on the roof.... 0.O 0.O...

then when tetsu went down he called susumu by his first name, and both of them blushed like siao.

now i know where all those susu x tetsu fanfics at fanfiction.net came from.

will go and read now.. mwahahaha.

2005-10-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVEEER!!

gosh, i'm bathing in euphoria. almost.

maths paper. nothing to say la. i expected to fail anyway, so that if i passed i'll be pleasantly surprised. so although the paper was crazy (as usual) i still came out pretty happy. then chinese paper II. haha dunno how to do cloze passage. then they wantedus to try to zao4 ju4 with 'rong2 he2 yi4 ti3'. the first thing i tot of was muraki in yami no matsuei saying the exact same thing to tsuzuki. was tempted to write that sentence down because didnt know how to do otherwise but knows if i did the teacher will punch the living daylights out of me. then got geog. write until hand pain for revision. but still got questions dunno how to do. stupid. science paper. DIE. i shall not elaborate. damn e-lit paper today. wrote nonsense for the questions. wrote only 2 and a half pages for each ques only somemore. then halfway got diarrhoea and the teacher dun let me return to class after i asked to be excused.

so truthfully, i shouldnt be bathing in euphoria at all.

i think i wanna start making layouts again.. truth is, i wanna make a very very bad yaoi layout tt will shock all those who come visit me here. ^^ but i wont have the guts to put it up. haha.. if i can find a good SP picture i will make layout, cos the pictures look good XDXDXD

meanwhile i live for next tuesday, when i will know exactly how badly i failed anything.

2005-09-04T09:01:00.000+08:00

scrapped princess so far okay.. but give me peacemaker kurogane anytime ^^.

damn chemistry. i think i just wasted a whole week copying out everythin in the notes and poring over the worksheets because i still dunno what the hell it is talking about. and hello? jasmine? you wanna take pure chem next year? die la. really die la. but now i see i shouldnt have given all my time to my most hopeless subject of the year but should have made full use of the time to mug for my history and geog. look, i havent even started yet. nor have i ever passed a history source based question. hello? jasmine? you thinking of taking history next year?

farni leh.

disgusting. i detest those frustrating few weeks before my end of years. this will be the last time i blog for 1 1/2 mths. the next time i blog it will be after exams.

2005-08-27T12:41:00.000+08:00

the next anime arts central showed after inuyasha was peace maker kurogane.

i watched the first 3 episodes. first of all, there IS yaoi.. cos there's one super feminine bishounen called okita souji that'll remind you strongly of kazuki. ( in fact he even sounds like him O.o). lots of familiar seiyuus too, like ueda yuji, yamaguchi kappei (no wonder shinpachi sounds exactly like rokuta from juuni kokki!!), and suwabe junichi.

val will laugh as this. like rurouni kenshin, there's a soujiro and a saitou in peacemaker too.. are they samurai names or something?

the first 3 episodes were abit wierd because they seem to keep jumping from one topic to another. it's really dark also.. but i'll watch, dun worry. it looks like the kind of anime i enjoy.

i'm off to competitions later. i refuse to talk abt it.

2005-08-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

MAAAJOOOOOR YAOI in ep 60 tomodachi, and ep 61 eternal farewell (missed the jap title sorry) of shaman king! ahahahahahah... sooooo damn happy.

in ep 60 actually nothing one la. but i think horo horo x ren when ren sort of took the blow for horo horo and got badly hurt. horo horo got very hysterical and worked up when he presumed ren as dead. (horo horo: reeeeeeen!!! *tormented cry*) ahahaha!! so sweet!
then there's ren x lyzerg. lyzerg turned up to save evryone, but also got hurt in the process. ren recovered just in time to snatch the unconscious lyzerg out of the way.. and he was carrying lyzerg in the bridal-groom style; in his arms. and he was carrying him for the whole last 5 minutes of the episode.. as if he dun wanna put him down.
alot of ryu x lyzerg, but i dun care much for that.

ep 61 is SOOOOOOOOOOOO good. the yaoi is so open tt i wanna die. this episode is basically the start of the showdown between hao and yoh. yoh was pathetic.. naturally, compared to my hao. (kidding) so hao was just playing with him until yoh got exhausted and fell unconscious. hao picked yoh up by the hair and lifted him up until they were so very close. then he reached for yoh's chest (in slow motion) with this sadistic seme look on him, and pulled out yoh's spirit. the look on yoh's face was priceless. his mouth was slightly open, and he had this hapless little uke expression that nearly drove me nuts. i was drinking milo at tt time i very nearly choked to death, as i wasnt expecting anything like that to happen. then through that scene i was fighting this amazing urge to laugh out loud at yoh's helplessness, but i wasnt alone at home, so..
ok. hao was really mean to yoh in this episode too. maybe i feel sorry for him. maybe.

i can compare hao relationship towards yoh to muraki and saki of yami no matsuei. ahaha. yes. tt twisted psycho doctor.

hao's voice drives me crazy. his seiyuu is takayama minami.. and her voice has this low, haunting feel. espiecially when he says: 'shicchiina..' in his derisive drawl. but i think takayama-sensei is pretty unknown.. but i think she was perfectly cast as hao.

the only thing tt irks me was tt this episode was on a friday. usually i tape down the wednesday and thursday episodes because i needed sleep, but friday i dun need to. so i dun have ep 61 on tape, and i cant rewatch it.

maa, ikka.

how much does the last vcd box of shaman king cost?

2005-08-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

11.30 pm at night now.

just came back from jap class and still need to do project. haiz. jap test next week. i cant believe it, 2 more tests before i finally can get to the pre advanced where it would be conversations and listening plus no more back breaking over jap notes.

EOYS coming lo. it's freaking me out. after tt failed maths test, i'm going to, i'm going to,

not do anything.

no wonder i really did fail that test.

2005-08-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

neopets. i had to spend 8000 nps to heal my pet which got sick. wow. what a nice way to welcome me back. haha... now i'm back to being poor again. XD. i shouldnt complain thou. florence's account got hacked..

pingpong competitions coming up again. i guess i'm still looking forward to them.. cos competitions probably meant long hours away from home. in primary school, competitions usually meant that i get a chance to show off so tt if some coach notice me i can train in stta.. but now i know very well i'm too old and lousy. so..

my singles and doubles line up not very good. heck, it's always not good because i'm too lousy to beat most ppl out there, but nv mind. i'm still looking forward to the team event!! A.M.N.O.S... such a corny team name. xiaoshi was the one who chose it, so if tt umpire read it in a disgusting way and we become a laughing stock, flo and i will blame her XDXDXD.

then after all those competitions will be end of year's examinations... but i have no idea how to draw up the timetable to prepare. they dont even give you the schedule for common tests, and they dont give you the end of years schedule until like what, 2 weeks before the exams? so how do they expect us to prepare?? crazy. but i must get into double pure. cos given my current state i'll only be fit to do combined science or something. need to study for jap test also. aaaaargh when is this going to end?

2005-08-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

started playing neopets again.

ahaha, so corny.

2005-08-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

just came back from the sports camp 2005.

wth.

ok. let's start from the beginning. we went there with no idea what they would put us through during those 2 days. in fact, last year's camp was so good tt we didnt believe tt the sport camp could be so bad.

the first activity we had was this 'waterfall trek'. it should be called 'battle against leeches trek'. the jungle we had to trunge through was so wild and full of leeches tt i almost died. they did warn us abt leeches, but i wasnt very concerned because i tot i wasnt so unlucky to kenah leech, but when i looked down at my shoes after a while i saw 3 bleddy leeches (black squiggly wormy thingys) trying to get in my shoes and socks. that really freaked me out. when i flicked them away(with my raincoat), more came. in fact, i was so freaked out that i cried. i was so desperate to get them off me but i couldnt stop because i would block the person behind me. haha.

i got out of there alive anyway. the destination was this waterfall. not bad, no leeches at tt place. of course by then i had stopped crying, but i was so damn fedup with the whole thing tt i didnt enjoy it as much as i should.

then we went back to the room to bathe. because all of us wanted to bathe we couldnt make it in time for dinner. in the end, got scolded by tcher and the whole sntt grp got pretty pissed. i mean, they force us to wade through leech infested jungles and then expect us to bathe and get down to the cafeteria in 15 minutes?? what is this??

the food was quite ok to me, although alot of spicy stuff i couldnt take.othre ppl said the food was bad, but i was hungry. so i ate.

then got campfire. then got fruits supper.quite fun actually. by then it was like, 11pm at night so we went back to our rooms to sleep.

WAIT. let me tell you about our room. first of all, there is a hole in the ceiling,many holes in the wall, and a hole in the floor for the toilet. cobwebs hang over the door leading to the bathroom. our bags which were left on the floor was swarmed over by ants. houseflies and flies decorate the matresses which line our beds. no blankets, by the way. when we were getting ready to lights out, this mammoth of a bee flew into our room.it's bleddy huge, abit bigger then a full grown cockroach. really. we wouldnt be afraid of it wasnt so big. (i mean, there was already 3 bees flying about at the ceiling). so we slept dressed like an eskimo ; shirt, shorts, track pants over shorts, track suit over shirt, hood over head and cap over hood. despite all these we all slept quite well, probably from exhaustion from tt day's activities, yea.

next morning xinjin found a beehive in the toilet. so we know where all the bees in our room came from. haha. but florence's room was worse off; i heard they had centipedes and moths.

then today. got obstacle course. got alot of stuff we have to go through la ; monkey bars, poles, tightropes etc etc. but we all had to fall into the water and get wet. for the monkey bar, i was a total failure. i think i managed only the second rung before i fell in, haha. the pole was another failure. i took about 3 tries before i could actually balance on tt damn pole. my favorite was the string and the tire one. can swing here swing there.. so fun..

aiya, we basically just wet and dirty. then bathed. then packed up and went to this restaurant to have seafood for dinner. after tt kind of food in tt village the food at tt seafood restaurant was like heaven.

then came back lo.

tired. hand also very suan, type too much liao.

2005-07-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

bad day today.

just put up some fanfics on fanfiction.net. i thought they turned out pretty terrible thou. short and terrible. so make me happy by not reading them.

e-lite common test on 'village by the sea' by anita desai. the question was something like: write about the lessons hari learnt in bombay and provide evidence from the text to support your answer. fail la. wrote only 5 points and somemore, those points are those wierd wierd minor points tt no one would think of. on the other hand, missed out all the big, obvious and main points. then i also nv gave evidence.

stupid deshoo?

then training. couldnt deliver forehand properly again. got angry and didnt play properly. then tt yaocoach come and talktalktalk and like florence says it, i almost 'bombarded'. he somemore say tt he would correct it on wednesday. NOTHANKYOU. wangcoach is coming on monday and i have already decided not to let his way of playing interfere with the way i've been playing for years. lost to quite alot of ppl, quite sad.

stupid deshoo?

nv mind. this shall gear me up to train properly tml at chongfu.

now will watch shaman king and then sleep. maybe the hao x yoh factor tt is supposed to appear in today's episode will cheer me up.

2005-07-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

went to sji to train.

tired can. but quite fun ^^, after training there only will i feel like i've actually trained. until chongfu starts it's training on saturday, i think i'll go there. lucky wangjiaolian down there. yaojiaolian is beginning to irk me.

no mood for blogging. shall try out reccommended pairing SxL. looks good XDXDXD

2005-07-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

my taggie faulty.

irritating shoutbox.com.

went to chongfu to watch finals today with flo, shi, and sher. chongfu LOST. wth wth. but to nanyang pri, not raffles, fortunately. (if it was raffles i would have blown my top). feel really sad for them. lydia was crying.. haha. but pai zheng all wrong la. shouldnt have lost actually.. could see that wangjiaolian was pissed off too, but. haiz. over liao la. now must concentrate on getting the p6s into st nicholas next yr, or else our c div no ppl.

shi have just introduced this, um, very interesting type of fanfics to me. XDXDXDXDXD. aaaaargh. thou fujicest didnt do anything for me, this type drives me crazy. haha!! it's all shi's fault.. first she told me about the "sukoshi shizuka ni shitenai to.. (supposedly) tabechau yo, KORE." manga thingy, i was in the mood for yaoi the whole week. NOW this particular pairing. cant stand it man. XDXDXD

ahaha, wanna read.

2005-07-15T19:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my grade 7 practical exam.

horror can.

first of all, before the test already so damn nervous and the air con so cold la. fingers frozen until stiff already. k. i started with my scales. all was fine until he told me to play E melodic minor, i was too nervous.. in the end i go and play E harmonic major. exact opposite of what he wanted la!! realised halfway and changed, but my scales marks already fly out of the door liao. : (. then pieces. (please note tt jasmine here is still damn gan chiong) i made alot of mistakes, specially in places where i'm NOT supposed to make mistakes. then sight reading. i didnt even look at it before playing because my piano teacher and i have already resigned to the fact that i will confirm fail my sight reading. precisely, because i sounded like i was banging on the keys. then aural. he had to help me so much because i had no idea what he was asking me, so i of course cannot answer him la.

die la die la fail la.

when my piano teacher and my mum asked me how it was i just told them it was alright. truth is, i didnt do alright at all.. sigh. what to do? wait for results lor.

meanwhile, i'll now look forward to piano lesson now i can play the pieces i actually wanna play. XDXDXD

i've got a layout to complete and gokusen I to watch.

2005-07-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

haha. hagane no renkinjutsushi rox. that fish manga rox. i shall not explain what i referred to by saying 'fish'. i think only val and shi will understand. XDXDXD

sorry no time to blog.. i just had a fantastic idea for a layout. am more interested in the photoshop elements window than this blog right now, so..

yea.

oh btw i took the physics common test today. YESSSS. tt bleddy test has ended.

2005-07-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

today is a holiday for st nickers. ^^ i think it's because we had good results in syf2005, 7 golds i think. ^^

GO ST NICKS!!

actually wanted to go out and play want.. like watch initial D or something... but in the end i did what i was supposed to do - go chongfu for pingpong training. met wangjiaolian on the bus.. so funny.

when we reached the hall, i was surprised to see the tables in competition layout.. haha. forgot tt primary schs were having nationals, cos comp was over for us a long time ago.

haha. training was good today. but i felt the same listlessness during the training... sigh. now even my basics are all screwed up.. how am i supposed to play good pingpong?

LOVELESS ep12.. i want you out now.

2005-06-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

i must be happy.

ne?? XD

2005-06-25T16:19:00.000+08:00

could watch trinity blood, all thanx to val.*glomps* ^^ ok. i only like one person; abel nightroad, who is the main character. furthermore, i like him mostly when he becomes crusnik. other then tt, i dun really see any more ppl worth mentioning. plus, the logic is abit off. abel can kick any vampire arse but is powerless against ropes tying him to a chair?

my fav episodes are still ep2 - witch hunt, and ep5 - yesterday, today, and tomorrow. ep4 isnt tt bad too ^^.

ohoh. one more thing. i love the weapon he uses. what is it called again? blood scythe, i think.

trinity blood isnt as angsty or gothic as hellsing, thankfully. hellsing freaked me out. the first episode was quite gruesome, thou. he made the vampire pull out his own beating and crush it. ewwww.

well. trinity blood is good but not as good as LOVELES, yes? dling LOVELESS ep11 now. 37 hrs left.

i also just finished watching stand up!!. uh. it's very very good, but other than tt i refuse to comment on anything else.

looking back, i seem to be doing nothing but watching jdrama after jdrama and anime after anime. no wonder i didnt practice my pingpong so much this holidays. haiz.. i'm getting lazy..

school reopens next monday. im quite ready to go back. i think. it's better than watching too much videos at home and getting my brain deep fried.

2005-06-19T09:43:00.000+08:00

5 hrs. this layout was 5 hrs of pure misery on photoshop elements.. still it didnt really turn out the way i wanted it to, but i have enough of picture editing for the entire week.

hey.. ^^ at least i'm improving.. on monday (read monday's entry), i didnt even know how to load the brushes. XDXDXD

i'm working on another ritsuka layout. photoshophas lots of stuff you can use, but i wish they give you a manual together with the cd rom.. then i wont need to work so hard to find tutorials on the net.

meantime.. comments?? XXD

2005-06-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

kimi wa petto isnt nice lor. the gist of the whole story is quite interesting, but the pace of the drama is not only slow. it crawls. matsumoto jun is supposed to get me more interested, but he didnt. in kimi wa petto he desperately needs his gokusen haircut.

i watched eyeshield 21 jump fiesta. WAHAHA. if it's going to get any funnier, i shall laugh until my brace wire snap and my brackets pop out. (ok sorry, that was a lame thought.) the only thing tt put me off was tt hiruma's seiyuu in jump fiesta is different from the anime. i mean, miki shinichirou can never do the YA HA thing as well as the damaru atsushi did.. but ok la. sena in jump fiesta is voiced by paku romi (who also did tao ren in shaman king. can u believe it? ren and sena?? zenzen chigau yo!!). then of course there's miki shinichirou as hiruma and ueda yuji as raimon.. famous seiyuus what, so not bad, not bad.

the typical pairing for eye shield 21 is most probably shinn x sakuraba.. but hey. there's also shinn x sena. and hiruma can come in the picture too. XDXDXD

my bittorrent is currently dling bleach ep 36 and trinity blood ep 6. watched only abit of bleach before and have no idea what trinity blood is abt, but because the share rating is high, i'll just watch them.

i need a new blog layout.

2005-06-15T19:29:00.000+08:00

val just lent me eyeshield 21!! xinjin lent me kimi wa petto!! yayy!! i love you ppl lots!!

just watched eyeshield 21 ep 1-6. my first impression was that the animation is very very very average, if not, below average. before i had time to moon over tt problem, the first episode already got me laughing my arse off. (even now, i still will crack up whenever i think of higuma's 'YA HA!' who's his seiyuu? i must find out!!). surprising, since i have no interest whatsoever in american football.

YES. bishounens. so far, eh, only sakuraba and shinn.. enough already. 2 can make a yaoi pair.

2005-06-13T16:30:00.000+08:00

digik.net's layouts are unbelievable.

in fact, after browsing through her site, i was inspired enough to give photoshop a try. after all, after my brother installed it in the computer, i had put off using it because i was so used to microsoft paint, which have hardly enough tools to edit pictures to make nice layouts. so happily, i tried to use photoshop elements, thinking it'll be easy to learn.

2 hrs later i'm vomiting blood. wassap with the slice image and layers thingy?? i couldnt even master the basic stuff. even the tutorials online are mostly for photoshop CS or something like tt. photoshop brushes which i've tried to load keep prompting a popup :'this brush is not compatible with this version of photoshop'.

you must wish me good luck. cos i wont give up yet.

in the meantime, i shall imagine tt i can make the kamenashi/akanishi layouts as well as ms digik.net.

2005-06-11T11:52:00.000+08:00

gokusen2 gokusen2 gokusen2!!

it's all xiaoshi's fault. haha. now i'm in love with kamenashi kazuya and akanishi jin.. and ohya, there's another super cute guy teppei koide. i wonder why he's so short thou.. haha.. perfect uke?? ^^

i wonder why they must act dao dao ppl with no personalitys. i'll prefer to see them smiling more. sigh.. but i dun care. they look so cool this way!! i must post some screencaps. soon soon.

best leave jasmine and her fangurling alone.

my next layout is kame x jin. DEFINITELY.

2005-06-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

csc competition was yesterday and today. no good news to post. all the competition did for me was to remind me tt i'm PATHETIC and USELESS. the furthest i got was top 16, then i walked over the top-16-get-into-top-8 match to go for jap class. GOOD. save me from the maluation i'll get from getting thrashed by zena.

enough of comp. into anime.

loveless ep 9 is out. yays!!! the 1st zero pair; natsuo and youji, they look so cute together!!! and oh, why do they still have their ears?? *sulks* they should lose them soon. i shall not say anything about the 2nd zero pair. they injured my soubi!! heard tt ritsuka agreed to duel with them again. yea soubi. kill 'em together with tt nagisa sensei.

in the review of ep 10, ritsu sensei said ; 'soubi, you're mine' or something like tt. NO. soubi's mine. ^^

loveless is like, the best anime after yami no matsuei?

i love val. she says she'll lend me eyeshield 21 next week XDXDXD.

2005-06-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

today was so fun!! went out with dashan to watch kagen no tsuki - ' last quarter'.. AHAHAHA. i LOOOVEEE the movie. we didnt realise that the only time slot cathay had was 11.05am, so we rushed over to orchard, and i think dashan just woke up ^^.

first of all, hyde-kun is in it, looking gorgeous. then THE GUY FROM YOIKO NO MIKATA appeared. i think his name was motoki ochiai, and he acted as masaki miura. aaaargh. i already spotted him in yoiko no mikata, and when he appeared in glasses in 'last quarter' again...uh oh. he looks so cute in glasses. SO kyuuuute!!

sorry. best leave jasmine and her fangurling alone.

anyway, he acted in the movie baseball kids, and the dramas; jiji - Mago to ita natsu, and 4 teen. I NEED TO WATCH 4 TEEN. it looks so good. he is also the seiyuu for some uke in some yaoi anime. YES. a YAOI anime. yeayeayeayeayeayeayeayea.
oh i just found out he's dashan's age aka one yr older than me, and he is already 174cm. SO TALL. ok. actually it's just tt i'm short.

here's pic:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v481/amethystically/ochiai_motoki.jpg

then after the movie we went to that jap shop i heeren, but sigh, it was closed. ate at the graffiti cafe nearby. then went to kinokuniya and crashed the magazine shelves. matsumoto jun was on one of the covers, and he looked real good in the picture!! but it costed $29++ so nv mind.

then i came back home, so here i am.

2005-06-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

i'm laughing at the anonymous spammer on our board!!! ahaha. she's so sensitive to the topic... that when all i said was 'GOKUSEN!' she posted something like i'm showing off my jap. gokusen is the name of a matsumoto jun drama for heaven's sake. haiz. i shall reccomend bunka language school for her. maybe it'll be a chance to improve her jap before she snides xiaoshi. i feel so sorry for her. when school reopens SHE IS REALLY GOING TO GET IT.

LOVELESS ep 9 pls pls pls come out. i need you.

2005-06-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

i just watched LOVELESS ep8. is that kouya sakagami a girl???????!!! if she is, then there's bleddy YURI in loveless too. eeeeeeaaagh. in the train somemore lorrr. yoi.

anyway the second zero pair was so mean... *sniffles* and please DONT tell me soubi is going to die. if he does, i'm going to give up watching LOVELESS. serious.

2005-05-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

LOVELESS ep7 finished downloading!!!! yayyyyyyyy!! oh. there's blood in it. i hear soubi's cry of pain. >)>)>). ah. so much for that ice prince image. but i think it's stupid when one of the zero guy had a hammer and a nail which apparently appeared out of nowhere. so uhh. :}. but it's still sweet of soubi to take them in after that battle when they had nowhere else to go... ahaha. i think yaoi.

jap test today... ok wasnt tt bad.. but definitely more difficult then the tests we had before. hai. i can manage an 80, i think.

i'm trying runescape. a kind person's reccomendation. so far it's quite interesting but i have no idea how to contrl the person.. she seems to walk the oppsite direction i want her to walk, so it's doubly infuriating.

LOVELESS ep8 is currenlt downloading. the slowest download i ever got so far,; 4.3% and 938 +++hrs left.

WOW.

2005-05-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

haha yes. jasmine has changed her layout again ^^. ok not really.. just did a new layout pic and changed a few things.. am working on this black and white loveless layout.. ahah. i have so many layouts now, so i decided to send some to blogskins.com. the yukimura, sakurai sho and the w-inds one is already there ^^.

blablabla.

LOVELESS ep7 : 62.1 % and 14 hrs 50 min 48 secs left.

damn computer.

maybe i shall do an ARASHI layout for xiaoshi. doo da, yuu-chan? ^^

2005-05-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

my hair is so SHORT. so CURLY. so UNMANAGEABLE.

i need hair wax. lots and lots of hair wax. TO PUSH ALL THE UNOBEDIENT HAIR all the way to the back of my head and force them to stay there.

bad mood in training today. >.< lots of sorries to the ppl affected.

damn spammer on our sntt blog knows jap.

2005-05-26T19:12:00.000+08:00

hell with the spammer on our sntt blog. but forget about her.

i bought a jap book!! is a kindergarden slash primary 1 slash kiddy jap book. but heyy, quite thick and no pictures, all words. above that, it cost me $14 plus. so ex lorr!! somemore i take so long to read it. the story is something about a king liking fried eggs and sending his army to look for elephants' eggs or something. spastic story, but i'm hopelessly addicted to it!!!

rate of jap reading: 2 pages per 15 minutes.

rate of bittorrent downloading LOVELESS ep7: 1 kb/s.

today went to some teochew building. boring. fell asleep. then went to this tea house. ahaha the tea house so fun!! we were supposed to learn the traditional tea ceremony and taste the tea but in the end, we were more inclined to the ba changs and broiled eggs and lychee jellies that were on sale there. ate so much.. ahahah i know shi and flo and val and the others also eat alot.. ahah. i feel so pig.

i cut my hair sooo short today. i refuse to go school tml.

2005-05-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

WHAT is the HELL wrong with some ppl? not happy with someone in sntt, then go to our sntt blog and yakyakyak, regurgiting all the bad tasting stuff on our tagboard. haha. picture this;

oh i dun like you. you said i was thisthatthisthat. so i must find a way to get revenge. you see, i cant control myself at all.so i go to her cca blog, which happens to be st nicks table tennis blog. i must badmouth her in front of the whole team. oh, i can also throw in some words to humiliate the team. but wait a minute, i dun want them to know who i am. so i put an 'anonymous' or 'toad in blender' as my name to cover up. then i shall say some thing like the sntt ppl being freaks and bad at retaliating. wow. i shall attract so much attention and the sntt ppl will be furious. how fun to watch them helpless!! it'll be bad if they caught me, but still heyyy, they dun noe my name!! so they cant do anything to me. i shall visit the blog often and post all the unkind remarks i want and say what i like!! then i can get my revenge!!!

wow. this person is sooooo mature right?

what's wrong with these kind of ppl? is it so FUN to contaminate a tagboard? omg, the moment we can get our hands on you...

LOVELESS ep7 is currently downloading. very slowly. but i'm in no mood to watch.

2005-05-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

i need to think of something else. raaawr.

loveless ep 5 is 91.7% and 78 hours left. ep 6 downloaded finished yesterday. of course i wont be able to resist the temptation so i watched ep 6 before ep 5. ahahahahaha. i see soubi shirtless and being whipped. ^^. turned pink during all the shounen ai scenes. shall go and watch ep 6 again. i get more sadistic as my mood worsens.

i wanna try hikaru no go, harukanaru toki no naka de, tsukihime, other worlds(tooi sekai), and sukisho. ahah so many things to watch.

2005-05-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

loveless episode 5: 89.4%
and 138 hours i min 28 secs left.

loveless episode 6: 99.1%
and 44 min 3 secs left.

when will they finish????

aaaargh. to hell with bittorrent.

the sheep desktop pets are soooooo cute!! ^^

2005-05-18T08:36:00.000+08:00

LOVELESS ep5 is only 51 %.

5 bleddy days and 51%.

pissed off.

2005-05-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

suki da yo. Suki da yo. SUKI DA YO.

i cant get enough of loveless. watching the eps again and again until my brain catches fire and my bum gets stuck on my the chair.

i saw kio in ep4. he looks good but sounds irritating. picture a guy with yellow hair wailing: ' doko e iku na no? sou-chaaan!' but he looks cool with the earrings ^^.

ritsuka blushes and pants after being kissed.

kio and the only one bed thingy.

soubi and the tongue thingy.

ritsuka hasnt lost his ears.

who will make him lose them?

soubi? kio? or somone who wants to HARM him?

who made soubi lose his ears?

kio?

ritsuka looks like a perfect uke. i hope he ends up like hisoka. >)>)>) soubi's voice actor is perfect.. i mean, he's the voice actor of keiki in twelve kingdoms and touya in ayashi no ceres.. and he sounds like the purrrrrfect seme. aaaarugh. i shall stop.

shall also change my layout soon. i think the next one is sakurai sho one. i gave my loveless layouts to val.

2005-05-13T20:01:00.000+08:00

friday the 13th today..

will fail the maths test today. also played very badly during training today..

not that it'll be different on another day la. if i had a maths test, i'll still fail it, if i knew i will fail a maths test, i'll still play badly during training.

watched loveless ep 1. thanx val!! *glomp* aaaaaargh YAOI YAOI YAOI. XDXDXD. YES. ritsuka kun really, really sounds like ryoma. she somemore voice the same type of character lor.. insensitive, dao and stand offish. but the doggy ears are sooooo cute!! *blushes* i mean they will prick up when soubi pats his head, then i will, i will, aaaaaaaugh.

i love the ending theme music video.

loveless ep 5 came out. tried downloading. currently 5 days left. WOW.

2005-05-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

i dl-ed gundam seed destiny eps 1 and 2!! ahaha.. fangurling over athrun once more. dashan' s right. cagalli is real irritating in this series. no wonder dashan wants cagalli to die off and leave athrun free for her ^^. but then, i feel that gundam seed destiny's plot is almost the same as gundam seed. there are even character clones... well anyways. will still watch it for my athrun XDXDXD.

loveless looks good actually. but why does evryone have doggy ears? XS

re dl-ed denkou sekka boys chpter 1. than read chpter 2 as well. AAAAUUUGH. will DIE if chpter 3 doesnt come out soon. i can read the last part of chpter 2 again and again until the day i die. pooor natsui. pooor pooor natsui. *demented grin*

then went on to dl love hustler, oasis project and ouka ryou wars. ehehe. the scanners of these projects, nakama and hochuuami, you all rock!!

shall try taiyouni nurete. heard it was lemon >)>)>).

2005-05-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

so useless. haiz.. for the 2.4 km run, i still took over 15 minutes. ok.. it was better than the practice run because i didnt feel like dropping dead on the track. but i improved by like, only 24 seconds? aiya... i already malu-ed the pingpongteam also lor.

hockeyteam is crazy. the slowest in the team is 13 minutes plus. wow 0.o. flo is also crazy. she ran 13.55 min. i guess i'm just useless la. ^^

then the freakin chinese common test. really, seriously, honestly, i have no inkling what the comphrehension is about. got the first question (7 marks gone already laaaa!!!) totally wrong. will definitely get question 4b wrong too. the rest of the questions.. well at least can crap abit.. but for the last question, i wrote pure, undiluted crap. i'll be pleasently surprised if tcher gave me more than 2/6 marks for that. cloze passage was quite ok, since most of the words were from the vocab sheet. but for the c-lit section, uhhhh... i dunno anything cos i nv study the notes properly. so 5 marks gone also. whateva lo. after all i failed c-lit last yr.. and now st nicks is thinking of offering elective c-lit. wow. i'm so interested *sarcastic*.

for some reason, i cant modify the layout to fit more than 2 posts cos if i do that, the window moves out of position. shall make a new one soon. inspirations, anybody? XDXDXD

shaman king ah shaman king. so predictable, so lame, and so crazy and yet i've gotten pot crazy over it. save me somebody.

2005-05-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

i shall go crazy soon. lessons are too quiet.

jap lesson was crazy. maeda sensei spent the entire lesson on two points only.. explaining the difference between this tense and the other one.. i mean, if they were so alike, why dun they just take a back seat and let us use both whenever we like? sore nara, they can save lots of time.

argh. 2.4km tml. toegether with my freaking timing, i'll lose face again.

2005-05-01T08:55:00.000+08:00

there's something wrong with the layout here :(.

i think i'll try to fix it now.

meanwhile, dun be surprised if you find the stuff all twisted up when you visit.^^

2005-04-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

today was st nicks sports day.

the only part of it i like was that there was no school.

almost everyone i know in blue house had some sort of duty, like wth. val, joy, pauline and manyu had npcc duty, naiying had MITS and jessica had AVA duty. so i was alone most of the time lo. flo is in green house had xinjin and xinrong and didnt need me.. couldnt even find xiaoshi in the green house area lo.. like, once we went up to the specs stand, i immediately went to the canteen and read my book right up to 7pm. haiz.. if i didnt have my book i would have died of loneliness. then went home, alone again.

so pathetic, deshoo?

got a new notebook for inter2. my notebooks finish up so fast. like wth. no wonder i have hell studying for all the jap tests, too much info in them. but i love the new notebook. it's so cute!! XD

ahaha, shaman king later. cant wait.

Kiri totta Melody kuri kaeshita wasurenai youni
Kotoba yorimo taisetsu na mono koko niwa aru kara

Muri shite warau niwa riyuu ga nasa sugite tsuyoi kaze no naka da
Hiki sakareta mama rojou ni chirabatta ibitsu na yume no kakera

Sameta furi shitemo tsutawaru ai de donna uta o utaun darou
Sa ikou Our life

Suki to otta Melody mune ni himeta nakusanai youni
Kotoba yorimo taisetsu na mono koko niwa aru kara
Wow wow wow wow...

Doushite mieru noni fure souna noni demo tooi risou toka
Tsui guchippaku natte yowasa ga itakute mirarenai youni naita

Ima wa sore ga doushindai no sugao de donna ashita ni kaete miyou
Kibou to iu Our life

Haruka na sora ni yume o nagete namida o nugueba
Kotoba yorimo kokoro no houga kotae ni naru kara
Wow wow wow wow...

Tatoeba no hanashi senritsu kanadete
Ano toki no asahi shimatte futari wa hanarete
"Mata ne" tte kotoba o nokoshite wakarete ittemo
Tashika na kono natsu dake wa kimi to tomo ni

Utagau koto naku tabisuru kumo ga subarashii kyou mo
Anata yorimo ooki na ai wa doko nimo nainda yo
Kiri totta Melody kuri kaeshita wasurenai youni
Kotoba yorimo taisetsu dakara anata ni todoketa
Wow wow wow wow...

2005-04-29T10:26:00.000+08:00

bunka inter. 2, here i come!

got arashi's 5 x 5 cd today. so far i like:

right back to you
kotoba yori taisetsu na mono****!!!
hadashi no mirai
LUCKY MAN
PIKANCHI

i havent heard the songs after track 12: PIKANCHI so this list is not accurate ^^

i still think track:1 hero is not fantastic. shi and flo says it's nice but it sounds pretty normal to me...

ahaha. shall go and memorise kotoba yori taisetsu na mono. it rocks.

2005-04-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

i did ok for my jap papers. XD.

thou i screwed up a question in oral. see la see la see what happens when you nv listen properly la, jasmine.

finally time to take all tht jap infos, srunch them up in a ball and fling them towards the back of my head.

WHY must arts central show inuyasha again? since they can only show the stuff that have already came out in vcds, why cant they show classics like arjuna, witch hunter robin or tsukihime? raaaaawr. i'm angry. hear me roar. anyways this means i only have shaman king to look forward to 3 times a week.

projects projects projects coming in like water. ok not really, is just that we have been procrastinating until all the stuff we have to do just pile up. now that pile is teetering at the edges, threatening to fall. nv mind. relax. after all we're such *censored* XDXDXD...

yokoyama sensei is leaving. and most probably not coming back to singapore. maeda sensei scares me. when she was with gima sensei and we met them in the lift, she was giving us a wierd look. ok maybe that was a result of my overactive imagination but hey...

am reading some economical chart review for history project. still have no idea what it's talking about.

2005-04-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

jap test next tuesday.

i'm supposed to be studying like a mad pig. but i quite sianz of everything now; looking at those freakingly long stacks of notes and kanji in my jap notes book will give anyone a migraine. i still hope to get 80 plus thou. ^^

yokoyama sensei is leaving. aaaah. WHY. WHY. val says its because her korean husband misses her XD. haha maybe leh. anyway i hope maeda sensei is good. we know her teaching methods are good, but as i'm not like those adults in my class, i dun study for my job, thus i dun want our jap class to become some cold classroom not unlike school.

i suddenly wanna say hi to matsumoto sensei. had this frightening thought that she might be leaving soon, too. X(

can we make a card for yokoyama sensei? i'll miss her!

... i love this layout k. did the pic and layout by myself, so quite proud of it. ahaha i'm such an egoistic arse.

2005-04-23T12:35:00.000+08:00

last episode of last exile yesterday..
omg the last episode is so beautiful.. the animation could kill me.
thou i hate the way dio died, a deranged fellow, still not knowing that lucciala had died for him.

then arts central showed inuyasha AGAIN. have it turned into the likes of axn?

shaman king is stupid, crazy, but watching it is alot of fun ^^

2005-04-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

SYLVESTER SIM CAME TO ST NICKS TODAY!!

but then sing for 1/2 hr only haha...

the sec 1s siao one lo. they all screaming and running after him like dunno what, then all of them use elbow to jab me out of the way.. haiz.

actually dun want his autograph one, cos i at home go one very big one liao. then suddenly they say only those whp havent go a single autograph can line up, so i chiong lo. ^^ he signed on the back of my individuals trophy, haha.. somemore he look so surprised, i mean, which crazy person would want him to autograph trophy one? ^^

but at least i still got his autograph can!! XDXDXD

last exile and shaman king are GOOD. i going to watch now.

zhao.

2005-04-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

today singles prize-giving.

not lame laahs.

but sher's seniors very cute^^.

2005-04-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

lost to wanling.

i made the same mistake again and again. yeeeaaargh. the more i think about it the more irritated i get.

but at least top 8 la. got trophy ^^.

btw..
why so blatant my dear? we can read you know.

2005-04-17T09:11:00.000+08:00

first match of national singles, play with some suzanne chen from NAS. which school is NAS anyway? i haven seen my fixtures.

i got my new specs!! XDXDXDXD frameless specs, that is. ok. my face still looks fat. i shan't be deluded by the illusion that different specs will make my face look smaller.

last exile: yaoi. majjjooooorr yaoi. dio turns slightly off the hook after delphine forces him to kill lots of ppl. lucciola gives up his life in exchange for dio's freedom. claus, alvis, and the dio fled the guild in lucciola's stolen vanship.
i think you dun know what i'm talking about, but nv mind. i see plenty of claus/dio, dio/claus, lucciola/dio, and in some parts lucciola/claus. that's basically all you need to know XDXDXDXD

shaman king: crazy anime. i mean, who the hell is called lee pailong? *burst out laughing* but heyy, it's still pretty fun to watch stupid animes sometimes. amidamaru's so cute! :D.

asakura yoh's phrase: amidamaru wa oira no tomodachi nanda.

2005-04-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

listening to purple the orion by DA PUMP. that song's so-o-o nice!! XDXD thanx flo!

wow.

i think i'm quite tired of all this.. i dun really like if ppl treat me as if i dun exist at all..

i dun want to act extra so i can get attention.

then i'll rather be with ppl, althou different, but will accept me.

what'll am i rambling abt? i think it's because of the loss to rgs yesterday.

ignore me.

2005-04-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

national finals. played rgs again. lost 3:1.

we COULD HAVE WON ok we COULD HAVE won.

omg, i'm so looking forward to thrashing them next yr.

cheer up yushi and liying... jas loves ya!! ok? XDXDXD

the trophy rocks this yr, all glassy and shiny.

no more to say bye bye people.

2005-04-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

we lost raffles 3:2. ok not bad, since i had expected 5:0.

i played doubles with florence. coach said we had to win no matter what. in the end we won only 3:2 and the scores were incapitatingly close. i was ready to faint down there, and after the match i was walking around like some zombie.

ok i need to sleep. i'm too tired.

2005-04-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

i'm too tired to blog.

yesterday's competition: c div against nanyang we won 3:2. played doubles with flo. b div against nanyang we won 4:1.

today's comp: c div versus gan eng seng we won 5:0. b div against sports school (again? third time already, hello?) but we lost only 3:2. fongfenning beat del!! haiz.

tml comp: RAFFLES. raffles have a crazy team this yr. 3 crazy singles and 2 crazy doubles. so i dun have anything to say, just that i dun have any high hopes.

saturday: play with zena in semi-finals sunsports comp. ok, it sux, but much better than anyone else.. at least she's xiao qiu not the jenn or weichen type who will smack you upside down and leave you gibbering away.. yea.

as i said, i'm too tired to blog. bye.

2005-04-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

i predict i will go berserk in the next training and smash evry ball in sight, not giving a toot whether it goes in or not.

i've nv seen a more useless person. ME. i must remember that.

2005-04-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

c div played chung cheng today. as for the lineup, i have NO IDEA what that yao is doing. he go and put yuzhen as first singles, me and flo as 2nd doubles blablabla. havent he learnt his lesson at that b div/dunman high match? would the hormal lineup kill him? *rolls eyes* yuzhen lost, so we won 4:1.

b div lost to raffles today. nv mind. jia you for the next matches. after all, both raffles c and b div are untouchables. YESSSS. one more thing. WHY are we in the same group and nanyang and raffles? raffles cannot be touched, victory over nanyang is very tentative. haiz. i dun think i want to think abt it now. v tired, so will zhao to bed. ZZZZzzzzZZZZ

2005-03-27T09:06:00.000+08:00

puiiii. blogger was down yesterday.

yesterday played the under 15 competition. 1st match: won against this sec1 from sports school. i think she's nice thou. ^^

2nd match: won a really huge person from anglican high. has attitude, but decent enough to smile back when i said hi to her some time after the match.

now before the 3rd match, i umpired xiaoshi's match with her opponent's fren, a pr6 girl. xiaoshi didnt realise her opponent was using long pimpled rubber, so she played real badly at the start of the match. during this time, the conversation between me and that pr6 girl went like this:

that girl: you from st nicholas ah? me: ya. that girl: ohhh, how much aggregate is needed to get into st nicholas?

me: *thinks for a while* 250 points and above, i think.

that girl: (in chinese and in an uber loud voice, so loud that XS can hear) wow, no wonder you all study so good, but table tennis so lousy.

me: ...

i mean hello? she's speaking to someone older than her? she's from elias park primary - the rich man's daughter school. no wonder. then when that blur xiaoshi realised it's long pimpled rubber, she thrashed that girl 11:1 in the last match. mwahahaha. wait, it hasnt ended. -->

3rd match: i played with another fren of the pr6 girl mentioned above. she umpired my match, i think she had thought i would lose. in the end, because i was darn pissed with her, i trashed that fren of hers 11:1 11:1 11:1 (3:0). during the match, she kept giving useless advice like : "dont smack so much!!" or "why your serve always go out??" and also "that girl (referring to me) serve ball will lift her leg one, so scary!"

i mean, whateva!! than after the match, while i shook hands with her (custom, we must thank the umpire by shaking her hand) she said to her fren in this loud voice for me to hear, "wasted la, your match! i think i would have won her if i took your place."
then i practiced with her later after the match. she CANNOT play. euurgh. i didnt know there was this type of people around.

for both womens singles open and under 15, i got into top16. lets hope i can make it to top8 - i'll be seeded in the next yr's competition. for xiaoshi's account of the story, go to http://shii_chan.pitas.com/ and read her Saturday, March 26, 2005 entry.

2005-03-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

today, mom tried to find the suns sports club place in clementi. sad to say, we turned round and round and round and almost ended up in the other highway, but no suns sports club in sight. after 1/2 hr, my mom was close to hysterics.. so i told her to drop me off somewhere so i could take a taxi there - maybe, just maybe, the taxi drivers would know better. she gladly complied. that was the end of her nightmare and just the beginning of mine. first, i flagged down a taxi. the taxi driver didnt know where the club was, so he left. nv mind. 2nd taxi driver also dunno. nv mind. then the 3rd, 4th one also dunno. by then i had called yuanshan and florence for help. then i tried to walk to the bus stop on the other side to flag down another taxi. then the next two taxis i flagged down also dunno where the place is!! by then, i was ready to cry. my mother sent me panicked calls evry 5 minutes, which greatly worsened my mood. after another torrent of her phone calls, i was screaming at her to stop calling me and that i would call her when i reached the club. then 5 minutes later my phone buzzed with her phone call again.
you should see how i looked like by then: this girl with and untidy tucked out shirt, balancing gigantic bags and shoe bags, and had walked around for close to an hour. i had asked almost evry passer by for directions and all of then shook their heads. what's up?? no one knows where the club is?? is the place microscopic or something??? i was ready to cry again. then flo's father saved me by giving directions to the 7th driver. even that driver got lost, but at long last, i reached that freaking sun sports club. by then i was half dead, weak and shaky at the knees. my taxi fare: $6.

my opponent walked overed the match today. i wasnt in a mood to play anyway. my next match would be with zhang jing jing.

flo will play with jia lei, xiaoshi with yang fan. noooo! i hate you xiaoshi!! you got one of the easiest opponents!! and i got someone who is going to smack me upside down. wadeva!!

last exile up next. oooh. klaus is now showing what he can actually do. am put off by the lack of dio's appearance, and klaus is becoming closer and closer to tatiana, which doesnt really excite me. kiddy grade is getting so bad, i gave up watching it altogether. ooh. witch hunter robin. gundam seed destiny. woooo.

now i'm sounding demented. raaawr. hear my roar. i wanna my jap notes. NOW. raaaawr.

2005-03-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday was sunsports ping pong comp.. won 2 matches, one against some china 9 yr old and the second against one of our own people.

played very badly in the first match. thou the final score was 3:2 my win, but i simply smashed and topspinned evrything into the net. i was so scared.. my knees and hands were shaking.. i mean, i couldnt fathom the consequences of losing to someone 6 yrs my junior. my reputation will be dashed out on the rocks, i think. :///

training today. i think i trained just as badly.

am tired. will do my homework then hit the bed. but i guess not after watching last exile XDXDXD

2005-03-19T19:38:00.001+08:00

i need another place to scream.

2005-03-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

witch hunter robin witch hunter robin witch hunter robin witch hunter robin oooooooh.

am watching it, am liking it, but still.. i think this is an anime that note evryone will like.. first of all, it's not funny at all, the main protagonist isnt the diltzy bubble-headed heroine we all came to stereotype. instead, robin is this shy, dignified 15 yr old who.. has a problem with her glasses. haha. bishounens? if you would count in amon and michael. amon is this antisocial who has a problem with robin. michael is this adorable little computer geek. yea.
sounds boring already deshoo? see i knew it.

last exile rox. rox. rox. you dunno what you're missing if you dun watch it.^^

kiddy grade is getting worse and worse.. why am i still watching it?

i might change my layout to a witch hunter robin or dnangel one. WHR's wallpapers are all darkish with a wuzzy type background. parfecuto.

2005-03-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

went to far east plaza with natlow, germaine, and euginia to settle the class t-chiert thingy. i think that owner of that shop is some sort of pervert.. he kept touching our head, hair and shoulders. i mean, we wouldnt have come to his shop if his graphic designs wasnt good. the designs rock man. ^^ plus i saw yaoi designs on some shirts. tooya x yuuhi!!!XDXDXD

far east plaza rox. first time i actually liked the clothes shops there. wooow.. miracle.. chong jasmine actually bothered to look at clothes!!

took neoprints with those 3 crazy ppl mentioned above, one even talks to flies *evil grin*/. at least i dun look like a moron that just came out of the doghouse.

last exile!!!!! majoooorr yaoi. i love dio-sama. dio-sama. dio-sama. dio-sama. dio x claus is sooo good!! XDXDXD

2005-03-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

haha...

party today!! ramesh rocks!! start of holidays!! no more falling-asleep-on-your-feet assemblys!! trainings at chongfu!! waking up at 12 in the afternoon!! w-inds evryday!! anime evryday!! best of all, yaoi evryday!! *_* *_* *_* what can get better?? ^^

i gotta new addictions:first one is my rubber ball. (i know you're rolling your eyes now). it's half transparent, and half translucent blue, with a plastic dolphin encased inside. i just cant get enough of it.. i bring it evrywhere in the house. right now it's on my lap. yes yes, you're all screaming at me to grow up, but well *shrugs*.///\\
second addiction is last exile. XDXDXDXDXD bishounen! bishounen! bishounen! *gasp* actually, i'm not 100% sure dio-sama's a male or female *_* actually at first i was pretty sure he's bishi-ish.. then he hangs around claus's and luciola's shoulders in the akita way with this evil slitty eyed akita look, and i was like "uhhhhh".( when claus got hugged from behind, he had a shocked, 100% uke look! luciola just looked indifferent.)XDXDXD

i need to post a picture. but meanwhile, go to the official last exile japanese site http://www.jvcmusic.co.jp/m-serve/last-exile/. ^^

for kiddy grade, eclair just killed her own commander. ooh. but other than the grey-haired guy, no bishies//the whole anime is girls, girls, and more girls. not into it at all, so much yuri in it. and yuri's disgusting. ^^

2005-03-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

keitatachibana.co.tv is up!! yeayeayea.

now i wonder, have we drifted so far apart tt she didnt bother to tell me at all??

hm.very very tired these days. i dunno why.. my muscles are aching like whadda hell.. only 3 rounds and i'm there ready to die. ahaha..

ahaha.. last exile's OP1 "cloud age symphony" rox.

i suddenly like those angsty instrumental songs youhear in spirited away, x. yami no matsuei and other dark animes. currently on a downloading spree. XDXDXD

science test tml. i refuse to study for it. last night i was ready to go insane.. i had no idea what i was supposed to study.. ionic bonds? covalent bonds? chemical equations? wtf?

2005-03-06T10:09:00.000+08:00

found some of spirited away and hauru no ugoku shiro themes by joe hisaishi. i think i'm in love.*_* *_* *_*

from howl's moving castle ~hauru no ugoku shiro~:
- sekai no yakusoku (piano version)
-jinsei no merry-go-round (ichiban no!!)
-hana
-sasurai no sophie
-hikkori
-himawari
-hoshi wo nonda shounen
-mahou no tobira
-satoukibi

from spirited away ~sen to chihiro no kamikakushi~ (so far i found only these 3, but they all rawk):
-spirited away main theme
-road to nowhere
-ano natsu e

from princess monoke ~monoke-hime~:
-main theme song

and this song titled "EVE (piano version)" by joe hisaishi but i have no idea where it came from.

oh cool. first time i didnt think or read yaoi for one entire weekend. i was too busy sifting through all sorts of mp3 rotation sites for spirited away themes.*_* *_* *_*

2005-03-05T15:12:00.000+08:00

watched howl's moving castle ~hauru no ugoku shiro~ today.

what can i say? i think i'm still in the movie, so i'm not in any position to blog.

the whole movie is so dreamy.. the music is the best thing there, i think. theme song's sekai no yakusoku. the slow waltz of the piano version of it can drive me nuts.

am swarming all over the net trying to get the songs and the sheet musics.

will post a review once i get back to my normal state of mind.

2005-03-03T18:24:00.000+08:00

i'm so mad. So mad. SO mad!
i cant believe i forgot to watch last exile and kiddy grade yesterday!! i mean, it just slipped my mind. for the entire of yesterday i thought it was monday. jasmine jasmine jasmine how stupid can you get?
and i thought today was tuesday so i wore my PE t-shirt. blessing in disguise thou. today had to wait under the rain, and would be long dead if was in my shirt.

that means if i watch last exile and kiddy grade today, i will be very bu shuang because,

a) last exile; the plot is just starting to unfold as kurasu meets this mysterious black haired BISHOUNEN. now i dunno how he reacted and where the blacked haired guy brought them.

b) kiddy grade; just turned shounen and GOOD. now after eclair and lumiere gets hunted down byu their own frens, the ES members, what did they do? what happened? everything also i dunno.

aaargh pissed off.

geog test tml. must study study study.

intermediate 1 starts next tuesday. yea!!

2005-03-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

today played north zone finals against prebyterian and won.. as for my match, i won 3:0 but i think i played so out.. i mean, i let her come up to 11:6 lo! of wang jiao lian knew, he'll hang me by my ears and yell at me half the day about how disgusting my la qiu and smashing are.

cooked lotong and made lime juice for home econs. loved the lime juice - put extra sugar and boiled pandan leaf longer, eh. lotong was cool too. thou it turned my braces yellow. bleddy tumeric powder!! heh. XDXDXD

i need some yaoi. now.

2005-02-27T09:16:00.000+08:00

Q: why am i posting twice in a today?
A: because i just watched the taped down last exile and kiddy grade from friday.

last exile is getting better and better. first time i liked an anime void of bishounens, because last exile has too many totemo adowable ppl in it. the little girl Al, well, the way she plays with that toy cow, just depicts how innocent and simple-minded little children are.

kiddy grade is getting - really - really - dark. its pretty scary and sudden, judging from the shoujo feeling from the first few episodes. eclair's dark past is revealed, the commander gets really wierd and mean, eclair breaks, then she and lumiere is removed from the ES members list. Dverg and (what's her partner's name again?) are happy to hunt them down and tear them apart. and so begins the shounen side of kiddy grade. hm?

i seem to be writing episode sypnoses.

anyway i wanna see tennisu no oujisama episode 173. yaoi! yaoi! *wails*

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keitatachibana.net is dead. shucks shucks. i just got long road pv, food tasting and the haunted house and the last thing on my list was the kawaii face vote. then keitatachibana.net crashed. i'm depressed now. i cant believe i survived 2 w-indsless days. blahahaha. still got best tracks la. i'm saving up for system of alive. i need 'find 'myself'!!! XDXDXDXD if not, i'll get mantantei loki ragnorak vcd. hai. cd will take a mnth to save up for, vcd 2mnths.

competitions, well, still winning. yeayeayea. but i've been rather out.. i think it because of all the missed practices due to those dental appointments and i get alittle backward. haiz, pissed off.

found this gorgeous site with lots of very good yaoi doujins. at first wasnt too interested, but after Gekkoh, which was some sess x inu doujin. some bondage, unwilling parties, and you know me, i'll be hyperventilating away. XDXDXD

i 'll better go and read now.

2005-02-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

i dunno them i dunno them i dunno them i dunno them i dunno them i dunno them anymore.
faceless. turned towards me, but they're... faceless.
i dunno why, i do not wish to find out. i prefer to stay in my secured shell and no arsehole tt do not try to understand me will dare coax me out of it. lian se lian se lian se everyday.. ppl see also sian one lo.
no.. suddenly i want to go back to primary school. last time, used to dislike chongfu.. but now want to go back. haiz.. i dun know how to be contented.

ooh i lurve the cheer dance, specially blue house's and yellow's house's. real saddened up because couldnt go for tryouts. freaking competition!! aaagh. today's competition win 5:0. will watch suzie lim closely next monday if she'll announce our results. whadda hell, it took us 3 games for her to tell the assembly and when she announced tt b'div lost sports school, she didnt say tt "they put up a fight and i'm proud of them" just like she does with the other CCAs. go figure out why yourself.

now, going to see last exile (screams) and kiddy grade (screams subside) and then going back to school next monday to kan lian se.

2005-02-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

whatttt la!! all i wanted to do was to learn the house dance so tt it'll improve my w-inds dances also. i dunno why so many bleddy things must happen. i want to learn it for fun, get it. FOR FUN. if i need to go that bleddy much trouble to learn the bleddy dance, i wont learn.

seriously, i'm busy enough already. piano exam coming up. competitions. if i can do one less thing, it's fine with me.

2005-02-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

i spent 3 hours on this image map layout!! 3 bleddy hours.. like whadda hell. i've had a fabulous headache figuring out the coords of the image map and actually, i still dunno exactly how to do it. but wadever.

but hey, i love this picture of w-inds. i think they look so cute in this outfit!! paaaaaa. XDXDXD

downloaded kawariyuku sora's pv. i think w-inds is really changing their style. kawariyuku sora doesnt sound too out of place beside shiki and yume no basho e. (their latest few songs). i think keita has given up singing fast songs. after all, the way the producers are forcing him to constantly sing out of his voice range, he will lose his voice if he sings something akin to paradox and feel the fate now. ehhhehehe.
but i dun care. i really liked shiki and yume no basho e, and now i've fallen in love with kawariyuku sora. the pv is... different. more candid, cuter, and funner. the dances rock, but they look impossible for normal ppl to do.

learnt new paradise's dance. but also had a terrible time with it. they dance too fast for me to copy the moves!! by nv mind. i know how to do the first part..^^ yeayeayea.

btw yaoi lovers: look at the last avatar in this blog. and scream.http://www.yuri_horikawa.blogger.com.br/
yaoi haters shuddurp.XDXDXD

signed up for bunka intermediate 1 course. starts on 8 march.
what? i'm supposed to go through 3 japless weeks? XS

2005-02-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

braces braces braces! day before yesterday got them on and ever since, i haven eaten real food. real food. the dentist hooked some band thingy to seperate your back teeth. so if you exert even the slightest pressure, it feels like your tooth is being gouged out. i have to chew using my front teeth (it's alright, my front teeth are big enough. in fact, too big) and even so, i will accidently bite off half of my lip and not enjoy my food at all.:S i've been eating porridge for breakfast, lunch and dinner and for today's lunch, i told myself tt i will puke if i eat porridge again. so i ordered soup and of course, wasnt satisfied. as evrybody knows jasmine's a pig, she is craving food right now.

it's ok *grimaces* maybe my 42 kg will miraculously drop to 40kg.

training was wierd. because of all the drama on wednesday ( i wasnt there, thank goodness) it was pretty awkward. but i got pissed because i was so tired and yet they made me run 5 rounds, like whadda hell.

i gotta 101/110 for my jap exam! yeayeayeayeayea. mr. mongrel can have early death. seriously, i want him in my class next lesson. jap class is so "interesting" with him in it. shinakya ikenai koto ga aru. or shinakereba naranai. thanx DaShan!! and cheer up valerie!! we'll pray tt mr. mongrel messed up his paper!!

did i mentioned i bought w-inds best tracks? i shouldnt have. because all my free time is now being spent on learning the stuff in the best tracks lyrics booklet. XDXDXD bbbaah. competition next week. out dear suzie lim didnt even mentioned out results!! if she can announced a loss for badminton team, why cant she announce our win? wonder if it was our teachers in charge who did not inform her of our stuff or is it tt she just refuse to acknowledge our existence? anyways, now, to the school that is, the ping pong team is not there. it never existed.

2005-02-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

yesss yesss yesss. i think i love this layout. thou it seems too pink for me, ne? XDXDXD
sad to say, i didnt make this layout. but at least i learnt how to do the javascript thingy you see here. i'll make a w-inds javascript layout soon!! XDXDXD

school and training tml. sian sian sianz.

2005-02-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

gosh gosh gosh, i hate this layout. will change it soon.. urrrgh

this is constantine, john constantine, asshole.

with xiao shi and val i watched the movie 'constantine' starring keanu reeves today.
this movie just turned me into a keanu reeves fangurl, if matrix didnt do anything for me. in 'constantine', he was this reject from heaven who commited suicide and was banished to earth, so he, erm, beats the crap out of demons for a living. so he is this cool head flicking, gun brandishing hero who is desperate to work his way back into heaven.
best of all, there is YAOI. yeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayea. with keanu as the uke. poor little suffering uke. >).

the special effects are cool. i like their wings!!! reminds me of tsuzuki in ynm vol. 4(black wings) and muraki-sensei.(white wings).

central is showing anime. did i mention it before? yes, i think.
inuyasha had ended. hellsing just passed it's season. hellsing didnt move me.. no bishies, no yaoi, no nothing. cool characters, cool story plot yea, but just didnt work well for me. now for the 11.30pm timeslot they are showing kiddy grade. i dun see anything yet.. the anime is full of girls and no bishies in sight. reviews say that its shoujo for the first 8 episodes onli, after tt is turns shounen and quite good. i'm waiting for that.XD matteiru!!

11.oopm's still juuni kokki(twelve kingdoms). this anime is still the best, in my opinion. there's bishounens: en-o(shoryu), enki(rokuta), keiki, koya, taiki(taname), rakushun, and maybe *eyes glittering* more to come. plus some yaoi!! shoryu x rokuta, koya x rokuta, keiki x taname. so xiaoshi and val, must give juuni kokki a try! thou it's already in it's 3rd arc..

anime crap again. i dun think about anything else, anyway.

tml will change the layout. now no time, must do project. haiz.. project project project, just like flo says, too many projects until we become project as well. :S:S:S

2005-02-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

cant stand the new curriculum. they throw you an entire year worth of work in a schedule and you are left spinning on your big toe without any sense of direction. then they spring up on you on the deadline and demand the project, saying you have no reason not to hand up the work because 'you were given ample time'.

worst still, this thingy was supposed to reduce our stress.

guess what?

what's left is girls with 6 projects banging on their door and we have no idea which one to attend to first. and i dun have enough time to myself. look: piano lesson, jap lesson, maths tuition, chinese tuition, table tennis trainings, church stuff. am i a robot or what?

w-inds rocks. reccomended songs:
-kireida
-shiki
-night flight~yakan hikou~
-try your emotion
-new paradise
-forever memories
-moon clack
-paradox
-feel the fate
-deny
-because of you
-show me your style
-another days
-find myself
-infinity
-thankyou
-yume no basho e

and because i know nobody will bother to read through the list, ppl just go buy all their 3 cds and their best hits and look snappy about it.

2005-01-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds w-inds

2005-01-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

i want the html coding for w-inds MIDI so so much.. sigh..

went searching. found a site playing very very good midis of their songs..
was hyperventilating by then.
then they gave you the link to the site with ALL their midis.
was rising in the air in a hot air balloon.
the site was closed down.
dropped headfirst from the sky.

so sad.. i cant even get the midi.. so i wont hope tt anyone is hosting it for the public...
anyway, if you wanna hear it, go to this site http://www.geocities.com/project_kitana2001/index2.html and click on 'my favorite song'.then choose new paradise or feel the fate. yeas. this site is good.

2005-01-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

i shouldnt have opened my biggg faaat mouth!! look what happens whenevr i do so! jasmine jasmine jasmine... when were you this dumb???

2005-01-16T16:40:00.000+08:00

i changed my layout yet again. ^^ nice? sylvester does look good at the picture on the left right?
actually the theme for the layout is w-inds's 'new paradise' but couldnt find good pictures of them to put there.. so.. sigh..

btw read this.. you know you are obsessed with w-inds when..

--Parts of the CDs you bought have become unreadable because you've listened to it too much. --You bought another w-inds CD because of the above.
--Even though you can't speak Japanese you know how to sing a lot of their songs, fairly well.
--Even though you can't read Japanese you buy a magazine with them on the cover.
--You bought a Japanese to English dictionary to help you understand their lyrics, their site, their interviews, the mangas they like.
--You download like crazy all their music videos.
--You download not only music videos but also appearance on shows or commercials .
--Your screen name is w-inds related.
--You draw or sketch images of w-inds.
--You try and copy their clothing, Ryohei's hat, Keita's earrings, Ryuichi's hair and so on.
--You go to a karaoke place and sing only w-inds songs.
--You have a folder on your desktop called 'w-inds'.
--Out of nowhere you sing one of their songs .
--You take a Japanese Language Course just so you can understand the songs, the interviews, the magazines, and so on.
--Which ever country u go to, you try to find a store that sells w-inds. cd's, magazines, stuf... etc
--Singing keita's high pitched notes until your throat hurts YESS. THIS ONE APPLIES TO ME SO DAMN WELL.
--you must spell w-inds. w-inds. not winds!!!!
--someone (anyone) expresses they have not heard of them and you make an effort to explain, who is w-inds, wat is w-inds, wat's so good about them, why you love them, how old they are, how successful they etc
--You made "you know you are obsessed list" ^^ ^^ ^^

2005-01-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

what can i say abt sec2wisdom leh? answer: i dunno. except tt it seems like the classroom is saturated with hate. ppl saying they hate each other, dun like each other... haiz. still got ppl who suck up to the ppl in the popular grp..
i'm more scared of some ppl there actually. i dunno.. i guess it is the look in their eyes.. they look at you down the bridge of her nose like you are scum. maybe it's their normal look, i'm not sure. that's why i'm in no position to judge anyone.

most ppl are nice, thou.^^

i guess haven settle down properly la. but may our clique nv change! val, xiaoshi, flo, naiy, you all RAWWWWKKK!! XDXDXD

why why why.. evrytime i blogged, i'm always tired.

blaah.

training wad.

i need yaoi. hmhmhm. havent put up good links for a long time. is the scene clear??

will go now anyway. zhao.

2005-01-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

new layout. nice? ok maybe not. i cant seem to shift the tables to the middle; tables are wierd. you change the position thingy it totally disappears or constipate the whole html layout. prefer working with those window like things with scrollbars. this is layout was so boring tt i pasted that picture ontop over there.. yes yes.. the pictures is cute, but it seems so out of place!! fedup. will find a good layout as soon as possible.

yesss. yess. finally the end of this week. lessons haven started.. so they're getting us to sit on the floor for the entire day to listen to some funny teacher blabbing away on stage.

okok.. we actually need to listen to some... espiecially the talks on the new curriculum.. but we were literally sleeping through the rest. cant wait for lessons to start.. it's time for me to sit down and do some serious work.

still fangurling over shiozawa hidemasa.. i cant stand it. he's so cute!! uurgh. why are there so little pictures of him online??? i need to find a background with him on it.. then i will blow it up, print it out and paste it on the wall to look at evryday.. *evil laugh*
if not, i'll get ALL of the slashy/yaoi ban x ginji posters and stick them all over my cupboard until my kaa-san goes insane.

training today. wahcau sianz.. nobody was playing serious and i think i wasted my 4 hrs there. could have gone home and watch inuyasha or yami no matsuei till my eyes rolled off but instead i was messing around at the table tennis area.

hehz. i'm abit tired.. will go off now. need to rewrite my jap notes and do tt freaking e-lit homework (collect 5 things to do with 'the good earth' and find 10 unfamiliar words? decorate the container? how old do they think we are?).

zhao.

2005-01-01T21:47:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone!! *all smiles* yea. i can finally get back to school. cos the more i think abt it, rotting at home during holidays is much worse than school. :/

watched tenimyu 3: more than limit. IT'S SO DAMN NICE!! SOOOOOO DAMN NICE!!! THE ST RUDOLPH PEOPLE WERE DARN GORGEOUS !!!! specially my Shiozawa Hidemasa.. the guy who played mizuki.. when i first saw him, i just kept looking and looking. the way he speaks, blahblahblah and the way he folds his arms just like mizuki does... i sat tight in my seat, hyperventilating. the st. rudolph ppl were very very good, unfortunately outshining the seigaku people. their songs : 'aoku moeru honou' and 'san jyuu shou' are enough to send me tumbling about in awe. that guy with the red band (wad's his name again?) has the best voice. my shio-chan has the best looks of course. XDXDXD

i must post a picture of him soon. cant stand it. cant stand it.

2004-12-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

yeaaa.

i got w-inds's kirei da, yume no basho e, and new paradise music video. saw the rest, but i could only download like, 1/6 of all of them?

i dunno wad to think. i'm tired and sick, and i'm still going for chongfu's training tml morning. for the whole day. i must be out of my mind.

2004-12-25T10:46:00.000+08:00

it's christmas.

uh.

am i supposed to be happy?

yesterday's christmas eve children's party was great, but there was zero christmas spirit in it. so unlike last yr. but nv mind la. it doesnt really matter.

christmas is becoming too commercialized, it's depressing.

watched juuni kokki and inuyasha yesterday. so un-christmassy. but nvmind.

seriously, juuni kokki is getting more boring. it was real good when taname (or taiki) appeared, but when he disappeared in this arc 'Kaze no Banri, Reimei no Sora', the entire anime was tasteless. after all, i'm not the least interested in nakajima youko ou-sama.

inuyasha was angsty. real angsty. kikyou appeared. tried to take away inuyasha in front of kagome. inuyasha unwittingly told kikyou (in front of kagome, mind you), 'not a day passed by did i not think of you!' and kagome got pretty upset. and blah blah blah, the story continues. tune in next week.

haha. not lame lahhs. on christmas morning i'm crapping anime on my blog. still rememer last yr i was watching sakura wars the movie on christmas eve.

i give up. i gotta get back to sleep. zzzzzzzzZzzzzzzz

you represent the hard times in life. you have a
hard life yourself and a hidden self many don't
know about.

What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)

You are a violin. You are very held back and
quiet. You do what you want and that usually
means something quiet like reading or writing.
You are calm and perhaps considered dark to
some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides
your close friend or family.

(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?

You are a flute. You are social and like to take
your chances. You like to spread your wings and
expirience new things. You are high in spirit.
You also like to talk to many people about your
views.

(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?